[Intro]
Bm D A
Bm D A
[Verse 1]
D Bm D
I don't want to be awake again
A
I spend my days with my head in my hands
Bm Gm D A
If I go outside, I'll fall apart
D Bm D
I am mostly scared by passing time
A
The world it seems gets more unkind
Bm D A Bm
Inevitable tragedies will soon be mine
[Interlude]
Bm A Bm D A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
A Gm D A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 2]
D Bm D
I am looking for an easy place
D A
To mask my thoughts behind my face
Bm Gm D A D
Oh, brown baked column of victory
Bm Gm
Maybe I should just pack up and run away again
D A Bm
And let you forget that you were once my friend
D A
Then watch another go on and do better without me
[Interlude]
Bm Gm D A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
A D A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Verse 3]
Bm Gm
But I could not go away, not if I wanted to
D A D
I can hide from friends, but I cannot hide from you
Bm Gm D A
These chemical reactions are dividing me
Bm D
Self-deprecating thoughts are interrupting all the time
A Bm
Emphasizing all the traits that I wish weren't mine
Gm D A
They speak louder than everybody
Bm D
I try to keep my eyes closed as my outlook isn't bright
A Gm
Compulsively complaining when I haven't got the right
Bm D A
I hate the way that I think and act
Abm D
I want to end reality but I feel hesitant
A Bm
Optimistic that the future will be more concerned than the present
D A Bm
And so for today, I'll remain intact
[Interlude]
Bm D A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
A Bm D A
Oohh, oohh, ohh.
[Outro]
D Bm D
I don't want to be awake again
A
I spend my days with my head in my hands
Bm D
If I go outside, I'll fall apart