F Am C F
F Am C F
[Verse 1]
F Am
Feelings will change but I never feel enough
C F
And time heals in waves but won't fill the holes you dug
F Am
Memories fade but I hold onto my love
C F
I stay awake wishing on stars above
[Pre-Chorus]
F Am
I try not to think about, the ways that it's coming down
C F
The things I was feeling then, I don't wanna feel again
F Am
Deep breaths coming in and out, one kick and I'm coming down
C F Dm
The things that I never said, I don't wanna hold them in
[Chorus]
Am C
It snowed in October when I wanted rain
F F
I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same
Am C
And all of my pieces that I gave away
F F
I'm burning my body so I can stay warm
F Am C F
F Am C F
[Verse 2]
F Am
I tried to grow but I never change enough
C F
I tried to be whole but somebody pulled the plug
F Am
All that I was crumbled beneath your weight
C F
Days turn to night and love withers into hate
[Pre-Chorus 2]
F Am
I try not to think at all, the room never felt so small
C F
I heard all the words you said, coloring my bones in red
F
Have we lost the coast line yet?
Am
How deep does the water get?
C F Dm
The waves go above my head, I don't wanna hold my breath
[Chorus]
Am C
It snowed in October when I wanted rain
F F
I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same
Am C
And all of my pieces that I gave away
F F
I'm burning my body so I can stay warm
F Am C F
F Am C F
F Am
It snowed in October when I wanted rain
C F
I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same
F Am
And all of my pieces that I gave away
C F F
I'm burning my body so I can stay