HALF-STEP TUNE!!!!
INTRO: F-G C(6x)
VERSE 1
C F
My name is Ryan Ben O'Bay
G C
And I'm here because I'm not ok
C F G C
Things were kinda bad before, but now it seems so even more
C F
All my life I've felt detached
G C
High strung unable to relax
C F G C
Struggling to cope with all the weight, I self-medicate
PRE-CHORUS
F C G
Another night of pity and blame, tryin' to wash away the shame
F G (p.m)
I never told this to anyone before but I cry when I'm alone
C F C F
I've forgotten, how it feels
A G
Because the scars I wear inside they will never heal
C F C F
It doesn't matter, anymore
A G
Oh does anyone ever find what they were looking for?
F-G C(6x)(INTRO AGAIN)
VERSE 2
C F
All I ever seem to do
G C
Is to smoke and masturbate in my room
C F G C
I can't bring myself to care, lost in my despair
C F
No one really even knows
G C
And I don't ever let it show
C F G C
I vent it all in my diary, a tragic comedy