F
I love to sleep cause I pretend that I'm dead
A
But I hate waking up cause it's hard to forget
Dm A# C
That I've lost all control of this life I've held so dear
F
And I wait for the bus but I'm not on the bench
A
I'm just spread across the ground making friends with cement
Dm A# C
And I hope the bus won't miss me when it comes my way
F
Well I made a few jokes but they said they weren't funny
A
I tried to force a smile but they said it was ugly
Dm A#
I tried to make a friend but no one was a friend to me
F
Poured my heart to a girl and it went on the floor
A
I asked her what she wanted and she said she wanted more
Dm A#
I tried to find a lover all I found was an enemy
F
I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself
A
I don't make a sound by my eyes scream out help
Dm
And I start to struggle to hold myself back
A#
From thrusting my head straight through the fucking glass
F
And I'm tired of falling for girls that don't care
A
And breaking my back to try to make them aware
Dm
That I'm more than depressed and there time won't be wasted
A# C
But I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with
F A Dm A# C
F
Now I'm lost in this hole and I'm sure I am stuck
A
And I can't run away cause I'm lazy as fuck
Dm
So I sit on the floor and gather my thoughts
A#
And they're full of broken promises that only piss me off
F
Well I lost control when I only a boy
A
The world taught me angst when I deserved joy
Dm
Now I'm breaking down as I struggle to breath
A# C
Cause I believe in a god who won't believe in me
F A Dm A# C
F
I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself
A
I don't make a sound by my eyes scream out help
Dm
And I start to struggle to hold myself back
A#
From thrusting my head straight through the fucking glass
F
And I'm tired of falling for girls that don't care
A
And breaking my back to try to make them aware
Dm
That I'm more than depressed and there time won't be wasted
A# C C
But I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with