[Intro: bearface]
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And mother, I am sorry, I never pick up, mm-hmm
Bb F Gm Bb Eb
Because I'm afraid to disappoint ooh, ooh-ah, ooh, no
[Chorus: Jazmine Sullivan, Ryan Beatty, serpentwithfeet]
Gm Bb Eb
Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
Gm Bb Eb
Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
[Verse 1: bearface]
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We were sat outside on the hardwood floor
Eb Bb
With our feet in dirt, and our hearts in awe
Gm
I be losin' sleep thinkin' 'bout missed calls
Eb
And I see the names circling our thoughts
Gm Bb
And I think about if we lose it all
Eb
And I turn to shit that you'd never want
Gm
Like the smoke, the drink, anything at all
Eb
And I'll say again, "sorry, I don't call"
Gm
There's no money on my mind
Bb
But my money or my mind
Eb
What's the first to fall?
Gm Eb
I never wanted this shit, yeah
[Chorus: Jazmine Sullivan, serpentwithfeet & Ryan Beatty]
Gm Bb Eb
Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
Gm Bb Eb
Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
[Verse 2: Kevin Abstract]
Cm
Sometimes it be so spot on it hurts
Like when Auntie couldn't decide
Between going to work or church
I've been in my feelings on an island in the dirt
I feel like brothers lie just so my feelings don't get hurt
Eb Dm
I said, I'll try vacation, I'll try to run away
Cm
I deleted Facebook, I'll trade fame any day
Eb Dm
For a quiet Texas place and a barbecue plate
Cm
I'll switch my place if that's good for you, is that good for you?
Eb Dm
My ghost still haunt you, my life is I, Tonya
Cm
A big eyed monster, only face to conquer
Dm
I hated songs about fame 'cause that stuff meant nothin'
Cm
Until them headlines came, then first flight I'm stuck in
[Bridge: Joba]
Eb
And maybe it means nothing
Dm Cm
But I have to say I think about you often
Eb
And if you want no part with me
Dm Cm
I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged ya
Eb
And maybe it means nothing
Dm Cm
But I have to say I think about you often
Eb
And if you want no part with me
Dm Cm
I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged ya
[Verse 3: Dom McLennon]
Bb Dm
I took a plane to somewhere that I've never been
Too many times without my sister and my brother
Gm
Dad or mother by my side but they're in spirit
Dm
I always hear it, I know they feel it
Gm Dm
My mom will always have these dreams that used to keep her up at night
I smoke to keep them all away and make use of the time
Bb
I'm void of feelin'
Dm Gm
The reasons I'm so out of touch now start revealin'
F
But I'm not ashamed, I'm not afraid of who I am
Eb
Or how I trust my mental, yeah, it's not perfect
Bb
But I guess that's just the shit I'm into
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I fantasize about a time when everything was simple
Gm
My shelter sheltered me from things I needed to commit to
The way it stands to me
Eb
A victim of Stockholm in my friendships and family
[Verse 4: Merlyn Wood]
Gm Bb
What's costin' you time? What's the reason that you whine?
Eb
What's in your wallet? Dead whites in mine
Gm
So sour, in this light of lime
Eb
Daddy said "study or get that cash"
Gm Bb
Mommy said "your career ain't gon' last"
Eb
Loose change, call a cab, move out their pad
Gm
I just need a chance to move past my past
Eb
Don't think too fast, private jets still crash
Gm Bb
And I'll still fly coach, and I'll still hit a roach
Eb
And I'll still see roaches at the crib where my folks at
Gm Eb
Touch your dreams 'fore you touch me and provoke a man
(Somebody gonna have to tell the truth and I'm gonna tell it!)