[CHORDS]
E-A-D-G-B-e
E |0-2-2-1-0-0|
Esus4 |0-0-2-2-0-0|
F#m |2-4-4-2-2-2|
Asus4 |0-0-2-2-3-0|
Am |x-0-2-2-1-0|
Emaj7sus4 |0-2-1-2-0-0|
Emaj7/B |x-2-1-1-0-0|
E7 |0-2-0-1-0-0|
G# |4-6-6-5-4-4|
A |5-7-7-6-5-5|
Eadd9 |0-2-4-1-0-0|
[Intro]
E
[Verse 1]
E
holy fucking shit, I'm getting tired of being me
Esus4 E
waking up each day is such a fucking chore
drink away the last night's fear and tell you what you want to hear
Esus4 E
then lay in bed and be depressed some more
[Verse 2]
F#m Esus4 Am
and I keep drinking way too much
E Emaj7/B E7
and saying things I actually mean
F#m Esus4 Asus4
last night I told a room of strangers everything there is to know
E Emaj7sus4 E7
about the things that haunt me in my dreams
[Bridge 1]
F#m
and I'm sorry
G# A E
but I don't think I'm ever gonna change
[Verse 3]
I started going out on walks, and then it started raining
Esus4 E
I guess even our climate agrees with me
E
that I don't deserve happiness or coping mechanisms
Esus4 E
I deserve to lay out in the cold and freeze
[Verse 4]
G# A E
and that's just fine
G# A E
I love the colder temperatures, I think they're so divine
G# A E
yeah, that's just fine
G# A E
I'd rather rest out there than be in here and be alive
[Bridge 2]
F#m Esus4 Am
'cause I keep getting way too stoned
E Emaj7/B E7
and worrying my friends with what I say
F#m Esus4 Am
last week I told my closest pals that I wanted to run away
E Emaj7sus4 E7
to Portland so that I'd be less afraid
[Verse 5]
F#m
and I'm thinking
G# A E Eadd9 E Emaj7sus4 E Emaj7sus4 E
it isn't such a bad idea for me
F#m
yeah, I'm thinking
G# A E
that maybe it'd be good for me to leave