Play song on Caop 3
Verse 1
G
I’m having trouble sleeping
Am
There’s a deep ache in my soul
G C D
To be sought after, loved and held so close
G
My clumsy self wants to be
Am
Vulnerable in your love
G C D
My life to be worthwhile to never stop holding your hands
Chorus
G C
No I won’t endure December, I’ll embrace it
Am C D
I want the best me with the best you come the new year
G C
I will seek holiness before I seek you
Am C D
In my complex world I won’t stop believing in faithfulness
G
This December
Verse 2
G
Not in consulting
AM
The cloudy and the cold
G C D
Not in emotional spending will you be found
G
Not in vaulting up my risks
AM
Not in shaming myself to isolation
G C D
Not in counting calories or running my heart ragged
Chorus
G
I’m having trouble sleeping
Am
There’s a deep ache in my soul
G C D
To be sought after, loved and held so closely
G
This December