G#m F# E
Hold me now I need to feel relief
G#m F# E
Like I never wanted anything
G#m F# E
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
G#m F# E
I'm so ashamed of defeat
F# G#m E
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
F# G#m E
I'm out of trying to get by
B F# E
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
G#m F# E
I don't belong here and I'm not well
B F# E
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
G#m F# E
I'm right on the wrong side of it all
I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
'till I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
I'm right on the wrong side of it all
G#m F# E
Hold me now I need to feel complete
G#m F# E
Like I matter to the one I need
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
I'm right on the wrong side of it all