[intro]
Dm C Bb C Dm C Bb C
[verse 1]
Dm C Bb C
Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to,
Dm C Bb C
haunted, voices, craving, someone to run
to,
[pre-chorus]
D# Gm F
I haven't lost myself in a long time, I never tried to
Bb F D# Gm
care when I wanted to, I just want
to be part of
F Bb F
something, I just want to be real like you
[chorus]
Gm D# Bb F
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
Gm D# Bb C
and times, I feel like a saint,
Gm D# F Bb Gm D# Bb F
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease
[verse 2]
Dm C Bb C
Dm C Bb
Silent, warnings, tell me,
C
that I've let things come, undone,
Dm C Bb
show me, teach me, the way to
heaven,
C D#
‘cause no other way can,
[pre-chorus]
Gm F
I haven’t lost myself in a long time, I never tried to
Bb F D# Gm
care when
I wanted to, I just wanted to be part of
F Gm F
something, I just wanted to be real like you
[chorus]
Gm D# Bb F
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
Gm D# Bb C
and times, I feel like a saint,
Gm D# F Bb Gm D# Bb F
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease
[bridge]
Gm D# Bb F
Closer, closer, closer to you,
D Gm D#
I need to be closer, i have closure,
Bb F
and get closer to you,
every step I take
[chorus]
Gm D# Bb F
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
Gm D# Bb C
and times, I feel like a saint,
Gm D# F Bb
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease
Gm D#
And I love the way you kill me,
Bb F
love the way you heal me,
[chorus]
Gm D# Bb F
Sometimes, I feel like a monster,
Gm D# Bb C
and times, I feel like a saint,
Gm D# F Bb
I'm on my knees, you're my
favorite disease
Gm D#
And I love the way you kill me,
Bb F
love the way you heal me... (end on Gm)