[Intro]
E C#m A B x2
[Verse 1]
E C#m A
Find myself kissing the sidewalk
B
Brown water and xanny together
E C#m
Just trying to turn my mind off
A B
Fool I was thinking today would be better
E
Feeling I'm getting
C#m
Personal heaven
A B
Craving I've had since I was 11
E
Brain interference
C#m
That's draining my spirit
A B
I know it's bad for me I don't wanna hear it
(Begin distortion)
E
All alone
C#m
No way home
A
Bloody nose
B
From my snow
E
All my friends
C#m
Left me for dead
B
I find myself here again here again
[Chorus]
E C#m
Why can't I get high
A
Without wanting to die
B
Without wanting to die
E C#m
Why can't I get high
A
Without wanting to die
B
Without wanting to die
(End distortion)
[Verse 2]
E C#m A
Told myself I'd find a limit
B
Honest-to-God I'd be done with my sinning
E C#m
2 pills before I forget it
A B
Walls closing in and the ceiling is spinning
E
Brain going manic
C#m
I start to panic
A B
This night's not going away that I planned it
E
Oxygen's thinning
C#m
Tires are skidding
A B
This is all my fault man who am I kidding
(Begin distortion)
E
Close my eyes
C#m
Say good bye
A
Let me be
B
Let me die
E
Mom and dad
C#m
Don't be sad
A
Really it's not so bad not so bad
[Chorus]
E C#m
Why can't I get high
A
Without wanting to die
B
Without wanting to die
E C#m
Why can't I get high
A
Without wanting to die
B
Without wanting to die
[Outro]
E
I've been lying
C#m
And I'm dying
A
And my mother
B
She is crying
E
No I'm nothing
C#m
No I'm nothing
A
No I'm nothing
B
No I'm not
E
I'm nothing at all