[Verse 1]
D
I'm a mess, I've been a mess for months
A
I know it's real
D A
I've been doing anything i can to numb how it feels
[Pre-Chorus]
Bm
And I know that putting all this liquor in my body
D
Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me
Bm
No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me
A
Still i wait for you
And i know
[Chorus]
G
It's late and i wanna go home
D A
But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you
G
I hate taking off my own clothes
D
Getting in my own bed
A
Spinning thoughts about you
G
It's late and i'm waiting behind
D
For the drugs to kick in
A
And erase my body
G
I hate how it's all in my head
D
Smoking your cigarettes
A
Thinking you could still want me
[Verse 2]
D
I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months
A
I know it's true
D A
I look for validation from anybody that's not you, yeah
[Pre-Chorus]
Bm
And i know that putting all this liquor in my body
D
Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me
Bm
No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me
A
Still i wait for you
And i know
[Chorus]
G
It's late and i wanna go home
D A
But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you
G
I hate taking off my own clothes
D
Getting in my own bed
A
Spinning thoughts about you
G
It's late and i'm waiting behind
D
For the drugs to kick in
A
And erase my body
G
I hate how it's all in my head
D
Smoking your cigarettes
A
Thinking you could still want me
[Outro]
G
It's late and I'm waiting behind
D
For the drugs to kick in
A
And erase my body
G
I hate how it's all in my head
D
And i know i'm a mess
A
Thinking you could still want me