Cauterize was an Alternative Punk Rock band that was formed in 1998 in Oshawa, Ontario, formerly known as T.O.E. The band initally consisted of Jesse Smith (guitar, lead vocals), Josh Slater (guitar, vocals), Jason Bone (bass, vocals), and Matt Worobec (drums). Chuck Coles (guitar, vocals) was added to the lineup in 2005.
The band signed with US record label Wind-up Records, which released the band's first album: 2003's So Far From Real. The album included the song "Something Beautiful", which was turned into a music video.
¡Cuatro años de duro trabajo!Este mes de mayo cumplimos cuatro años al aire. Seguimos trabajando en la difusión de este maravilloso instrumento, ¡gracias por participar en nuestra historia!
Tracklist: 01. Choke 02. Killing Me 03. Something Beautiful 04. If You Go 05. My Everything 06. Taste Of Tears 07. Still Breathing 08. I'll Cry Tomorrow 09. Promise Me 10. Shooting Stars 11. Shine _____________________________________________________
1.) Choke
Key: F
Tuning: Standard EADGBe
Chords used: Bb - x13331 C - x32010 Dm - xx0231 F - 133211 C/E - 032xxx
Intro:
Part 1: palm muted e|-----1-1-0-1-0---| B|-1-1-----------1-| G|-----------------| D|-----------------| repeat many times A|-----------------| E|-----------------|
Part 2:Bb--C--Dm--F x3, Bb--C--F--C
Verse 1: DmC There’s nothing that I can say Dm To make you want to stay C here with me forever DmC There’s nothing that I can do Dm To make you want me like C I need you to I need you to
Chorus: BbC Just give me one last DmF chance to say this BbC Just give me one last chance DmFBb to say what’s on my mind CF And I will get it right BbC If I could only get my head above F the water for a moment of your time BbC But you seem so strong and I can’t hold my breath for long F(hold) Have you ever tried C/E(hold) Dm(hold) C(hold) to scream underwater?
Post Chorus 1: BbCDmF You’ll choke BbCDmF You’ll choke
Interlude: Bb--C--F--C
Verse 2: Dm You said I always sang too C loud to sing you a love song Dm Well, I save my soft voice for C the things I really mean DmC You always said I had a hard Dm time saying what’s on my mind Well here it goes C I hate you for what you’ve done to me
(Repeat Chorus)
Post Chorus 2: DmBbC You’ll choke DmBbC You’ll choke
Interlude: Dm--Bb-C x2
Bass Lines: Dm--Bb-C x2
Interlude: Dm--Bb-C x2
Outro: FC When the last word’s been said BbDm and the last tear’s been shed CBbDmCF I will miss you, miss you my friend C And I can’t tell you lies BbDmC Even after all these years BbDmCF(hold) CBb, F--C--Bb--- repeat until fade I still cry
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2.) Killing Me
Key: Eb
Tuning: Standard EADGBe
Chords used: Eb - x68886 Cm - x35543 Bb - x13331 Fm - 133111 G# - 466544 Eb/G - 365xxx
Intro: Eb I wonder where you are G# Please don’t come around tonight Eb cause I can’t stand to see G# you and I don’t want to fight Eb Gimme one more drink and I swear G# I think I'll be ready to make Eb the same mistakes again with you
Riff: Cm-G#-Eb-Bb-Fm-Bb x4
Verse 1: CmG#EbBbFmBb I finally fi-gured out that CmG#EbBbFmBb you’re not coming back CmG#EbBbFmBbCmG#EbBbFmBb and I'm not go-ing anywhere Cm You were the one with all the Bb faith how did you let it slip away? That’s right, I'm blaming this all on you and the little G# things you didn’t do We both knew that you were stronger could have fought a little longer Bb You didn’t hold it tight enough You lost your grip and I slipped right through your fingers
Chorus: EbCmBb No more sleepless nights alone This bed is better without you EbCmBb No more waiting up for calls I've got nothing left to say to you
G#(hold)
Verse 2: CmG#EbBbFm Tell me again a--bout BbCmG#EbBbFmBb those better days CmG#EbBbFm This silence hurts me more BbCmG#EbBbFmBb than anything you could say Cm Broken knuckles broken heart Bb I fell in love then fell apart You tried to run I tried to G# hide still we managed to collide Fell so hard matching scars Bb Held you close felt so far Hearts beating out of time You’re screaming with no reason and no rhyme
(Repeat Chorus)
Post chorus: G#CmBbG# So I will save this last breath CmBbG# for words that I won’t scream CmBbG#(hold) I don’t feel like dying (Repeat Intro Riff) but you’re killing me
Bridge: Fm Just when the wounds start healing Eb/G you’re there to break me open Bb Watch the blood spill I’m getting used to this I'll clean it in the morning
(Repeat Chorus and Post chorus)
Outro: Eb I wonder where you are G# Please don’t come around tonight Eb cause I can’t stand to see G# you and I don’t want to fight Eb Gimme one more drink and I swear G# I think I'll be ready to make EbG# the same mistakes again without you
Verse 1: Fm faded away like C# the color in a blue sky G#Eb at the end of the day Fm night falls and the search begins C# for something G#Bbm something better than this
Refrain: Fm scream or a cry the truth or a lie C# i'm not sure they will G#Eb save us this time Fm i don't wanna be around C# when it all comes down G# to watch something Eb beautiful die
Chorus: G#C# you said the only way is to run away Fm you're sick of me so you just can't stick around to hear C# me pleading i'm pleading G#C# does it show, i'm pathetic i know i just cant stand Fm here watch you go C# i'm running after you i'm running after you
Verse 2: Fm helpless cuz my hands are tied C# eyelids pinned back so G#Eb they're opened wide Fm in a theater all alone C# in the front row G# to watch something Bbm beautiful die
(Repeat Refrain adn chorus)
Interlude: G#--C#--Bbm--C#
Bridge: G# what happened to the things that we used to do C# you said its all the same and that you needed a change Bbm you left without good-bye C# and now i'm wonderin why... i dont think i wanna know... G# all the things he does better C# how the past just doesnt matter Bbm you left me once this C# time will be the last time
(Repeat Chorus)
Outro: BbmC#G# look for the feeling that we lost Bbm where'd you have it last C#G# maybe if we retrace our steps Bbm but we cant find the path C# that led us here to G# where we stand BbmC# face to face to watch G# this bitter end now something FmFmFmFm(hold) beautiful is dead
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4.) If You Go
Key: C
Tuning: Standard EADGBe
Chords used: C - x32010 Dm - xx0231 G - 320003 Am - x02210 Em - 022000 F - 133211
Verse 1: GFG It’s kinda sad that I have learned FG to deal with things like this FGF Being strong means being heartless C Tell me how do the scars feel after the wounds heal? Dm Did it burn when they cauterized? Am Did it show that you were hiding the hurt inside? Do your eyes still shine as bright as F they did the days when you were at your best?
Refrain: EmFG If you run away from me AmFG I’m not running after you (Cause I’m so tired) EmFG If you turn away from AmFG this don’t look back (Cause I’ll be gone)
Chorus: C If you go then I'll forget you G When you’re gone I won’t miss you Am I’m sorry that’s just the way F I’ve learned to deal with a broken heart (Repeat)
Post Chorus: G-Am-F
GEmF And broken promises
G-Am-F--G-Em-F
Verse 2: C It’s been a long time since I’ve Dm seen you and longer since we’ve talked And the last thing that Am I said was I had nothing to say Now I’m choking on my words F All the things I didn’t say that could have made it all ok
Refrain 2: G Now that you’re all alone and feeling sorry for yourself FC Did it make sense to lie to me GF and deceive me like you did?
(Repeat Refrain 1 and Chorus and Post chorus)
(Repeat Intro but only twice)
Bridge: CDm Tell me, how do the scars F feel after the wounds heal? CDmF Did it burn when they cauterized? C Did it show that you Dm were hiding the hurt inside? F Do your eyes still shine as C bright as they did the DmF days when you were at your best?
Outro: GF How do the scars feel GF after the wounds heal? G Did it burn when FG they cauterized?
(Repeat to fade)
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5.) My Everything
Key: E
Tuning: Standard EADGBe
Chords used: E - 022100 B - x24442 C#m - x46654 A - x02220 G#m - 466444
Intro: C#m--A-G#m x6
Verse 1: C#mA I still miss you I still care B sometimes I swear you're still here C#mA Do you miss me? Do you care? B Does it hurt that I'm not there? C#mAB Told me you need something better What is better than love? C#mAB Told me you need something new But all I need is
Refrain 1: AC#m you to feel the AC#m way you make me feel
Chorus: EC#m I never meant to hurt you B never meant to say those things A never meant to write them down EC#m in a song about the way it used to be B It used to be so good A You used to be my everything
Post Chorus 1: C#m---A-G#m x2
Verse 2: C#mA I just want you to know B that I'm just fine on my own C#mA Do you want me to know B that you hate being alone? C#mAB Did you think I would fall for this over again we're repeating C#mAB Did you think I would crawl back crawl back one more
Refrain 2: AC#mAC#m time to feel the way I feel
(Repeat Chorus)
Post chorus 2: A----
Bass lines: C#m---A-G#m x2
Bridge: C#m How's your hand? My eyes healed nicely A How's the time B pass by without me? C#m I hope this hurts like hell cause why should you be fine? C#m How's your hand? My eyes healed nicely How's the time pass by without me? I hope this hurts like hell A cause why should you be fine? (Repeat)
Verse 3: C#mAB Told me you need something better What is better than love? C#mAB Told me you need something new But all I need is you C#mAB Did you think I would fall for this over again we're repeating C#mAB Did you think I would crawl back crawl back one more time to feel
Verse 1: FmC# Standing on my doorstep in the rain FmC# Make-up running down your face FmC# You look so good right now Eb It’s bittersweet that you run to me FmC# I need you I bleed you FmC# I would give up breathing for you FmC# If you would take my Eb breath and hold it in I need to be
Chorus 1: G# Inside of you Bbm Show me where it hurts Fm Show me what love’s done to you Eb Don’t try to move you’ll only G# make it worse than it is already Bbm You had to be so strong Fm and I had to be so useless Eb I’m always fucking useless useless without you
Verse 2: FmC# Tears ran down your face FmC# Like rain on the window FmC# you were looking out Eb What were you looking for? I won’t ask tonight FmC# I need this just one kiss FmC# A gentle touch your sweet caress FmC# My heart would break Eb my ribs if I hold this in I must confess
Refrain: Fm I hate myself for needing this Eb I love our twisted little mess Fm I know it’s wrong but it just feels right Eb The taste of tears is bittersweet
Chorus 2: G# Tonight Bbm Show me where it hurts Fm Show me what love’s done to you Eb Don’t try to move you’ll only G# make it worse than it is already Bbm You had to be so strong Fm and I had to be so useless Eb I’m always fucking useless useless without you
Verse 3: FmC# I’m scared as hell FmC#Fm It’s about time that I tell you all C#Fm the things that you should know C# All the things I’m too scared to show FmC# I need you I bleed you FmC# I would give up breathing for you FmC# If you would take my Eb breath and hold it in
(Repeat Refrain)
Chorus 3: G# Tonight Bbm Show me where it hurts Fm Show me what love’s done to you Eb Don’t try to move you’ll only G# make it worse than it is already Bbm You had to be so strong Fm and I had to be so useless Eb I’m always fucking useless G#(hold) useless without you
Intro: G#BbCm Tear me open at the seams G# Take everything you need BbCm Take my heart if you like the beat Take my lungs if it’s hard G#BbCm to breathe to breathe
Verse 1: EbBb/DG# “I’m not cold” she said Bb But she’s shaking Cm As she’s lying next to me naked G#Bb Pulled the hair back from her face Cm To let that smile heat this place G#Bb And this feels so far from real Cm I’m lost and I love it
Refrain: EbBb/DG# I can’t take it EbBb/DBb If you’re waiting EbBb/DCmBbG# I am ready to tell the world EbBb/DG#EbBb/D About a girl who showed me BbEbBb/DCm Love again for the first time And it’s everything I dreamed of
Chorus 1: EbEb/G Tell me what you thought about Bb When you were breathing oh so loud Eb Screaming oh so loud Eb/G Tell me if this is real Bb I need to know before EbBb/DCm I get too close
Verse 2: EbBb/DG#Bb So here we lie in this beautiful mess Cm Of tangled sheets and beads of sweat G# With my heart in your hand Bb My neck in the other Cm Should I be scared or should I come closer? G# But it’s still beating Bb and I'm still breathing Cm You haven’t hurt me yet
(Repeat Refrain)
Chorus 2: EbEb/G Tell me what you thought about Bb When you were breathing oh so loud Eb Screaming oh so loud Eb/G Tell me if this is real Bb I need to know before I get too close
Bridge: G# Morning always Bb comes too quick Cm When you’re around When you’re around G#Bb You leave me lying here Cm So they don’t find us out They’ll find us out G#BbCm Tear me open at the seams G# Take everything you need Bb Take my heart if Cm you like the beat Take my lungs if G#Bb it’s hard to breathe Cm to breathe
(Repeat Refrain 1)
Refrain 2: EbBb/DG# I can’t take it EbBb/DBb If you’re waiting EbBb/DCmBbG# I am ready to tell the world EbBb/DG#EbBb/D About a girl who showed me BbEbBb/DEb(hold) Love again for the first time
Verse 1: F#G#m Wake me when it’s over Ebm I don’t feel much like crying tonight F# Please tell me that G#m you’re leaving Ebm I don’t feel much like holding you tight
Refrain: F#G#mEbm I love you even though I hate
this thing that we've become F#G#m I need you even though Ebm I can live without this
Chorus: BF# I know that I should C# probably hurt so bad EbmB But I can’t feel a thing F# I know that I should C# probably say something EbmB But I can barely breathe F# And I am sorry if I’m C#Ebm giving up too easy B I just don’t have the F#C# strength to fight no more
Verse 2: F# My throat is sore G#m from pleading Ebm I don’t feel much like singing tonight F# If I can stop G#m the bleeding Ebm I know that I will be alright
(Repeat Refrain and Chorus)
Bridge: EbmB I'll forget your bitter taste when you pull your lips away EbmB I'll forget the way you feel and the chill of your embrace EbmB I'll forget the way you look don’t wanna remember your face EbmC# Let’s just cut this clean tonight and maybe I'll cry
Verse 3: F# tomorrow "Explain G#m the way you feel" Ebm you said to me F#G#m I simply feel nothing and Ebm honestly I'd like to leave
(Repeat Refrain and Chorus)
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9.) Promise Me
Key: Eb
Tuning: Standard EADGBe
Chords used: Eb - x68886 Bb - x13331 Cm - x35543 G# - 466544 Fm - 133111 Gm - 355333
Intro: Eb--, Eb--Bb--Cm--G# x2
Chorus: Eb And if this is a game Bb well I don't wanna play Cm It means too much to me G# and you're so far away EbBb Well I will wait for you Cm we could see this through G# Now it's up to you please tell (hold) me you feel the same way too
Interlude: Eb--Bb--Cm--G# x2
Verse 1: EbFmGm Simple touch a look in you're eye G# Sound and voice they do EbFm something to me I've never felt GmG# But I don't ever want to leave EbFm It's like this happened GmG# to me once again BbEb Things were rumbling Fm before it started Gm Another goodbye G# unless you wanna
Refrain: EbBbCmG# Try EbBbCmG# And I promise you I'll try
(Repeat Chorus and Interlude but only once)
Verse 2: EbFmGm Warm embrace it's been a while G# since I've seen your pretty EbFm face If you'd let me don't GmG# think I'd ever leave this place EbFm Every shared night GmG# just feels so right BbEb When I wake up with you FmGmG# in my arms staring into my eyes
(Repeat Refrain) (Repeat Chorus except last 2 words)
Bridge: BbCmG# Same way (Repeat x4) EbBbCmG# x2 Same way too
Guitar Riff: e|-------4--------- B|-2-1-2---2-1-2-4- G|----------------- D|----------------- Do many times A|----------------- E|-----------------
Verse 1: C# I know it’s been a long time F# You’ve lost that look in your eye Ebm The one that told me F#B everything was fine without a word C#F# But now we’re standing face to face with nothing left to EbmF# (hold) say but goodbye to yesterday
Refrain: Bbm I don’t know if I can make it G# I don’t know if I’m that strong F# I don’t know where we G# went wrong but somehow it’s over Bbm In my mind I see you clearly G# In my dreams I feel you near me F# I want to know does G# this feeling go away?
Chorus 1: C#Ebm Like shooting stars we F# shine and then we fade G#BbmBG#/CC# (harmonics) F#Ebm breaking the pro-mi--ses we made F#G#C#F#Ebm What about the promises? F#G#C#F#Ebm What about the promises we made? F#G#C#F# What about our plans for forever? Ebm Did they scare you? F#G# Did you need to get away?
(Repeat Intro but only once)
Verse 2: C#-- You taught me many things F#Ebm Like how- it- feels- to miss someone so-- bad it F# feels like, a part BC# of you is mis-sing F# I can tell you one thing Ebm Now that you have gone, I F# never will, for-get you (hold) You left your mark
(Repeat Refrain)
Interlude: C#---F#--- x2
Bridge: BbmG# When I have gone and you’ve F# moved on will you remember me? (Repeat)
Interlude: Bbm--G#--F#--G#
Chorus 2: C#Ebm Like shooting stars we F# shine and then we fade G#BbmBG#/CC# (harmonics) F#Ebm breaking the pro-mi--ses we made F#G#C#F#Ebm What about the promises? F#G#C#F#Ebm What about the promises we made? F#G#C#F# What about our plans for forever? Ebm Did they scare you? F#G#F#(hold) Did you need to get away?
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11.) Shine
Key: Bb
Tuning: Standard EADGBe
Chords used: Gm - 355333 Eb - x68886 Bb - x13331 Cm - x35543 F - 133211 G# - 466544
Intro: Gm--F--Eb--F x4
Verse 1: Gm Just for that moment time stood still Nothing mattered but the EbF thrill of things to come Eb And never knowing F where you’re going Gm A little nervous and out of practice Sweaty palms and an awkward silience Eb You pulled me F closer for a kiss EbF I'm so scared to feel like, feel like this
Pre Refrain 1: GmFEbFGm Can’t stop my hands F from shaking (Can’t stop my EbF hands from shaking)
Refrain: Gm I won’t blink cause I might miss And I've waited way too long for this Eb The perfect words at F the perfect time Eb The perfect song with F the perfect rhyme Compose the soundtrack to our night Are you listening?
Chorus: BbCm Tonight the world will wait for Eb us to say it’s ok to move again BbCm The stars will have to find Eb another sky to shed some light
Post Chorus 1: GmFEb Cause this is our time to shine
Verse 2: Gm Is there some place we could go to be alone? EbF One last thing before you go EbF A little song to let you know Gm That I never wanted to be anything EbF but everything, to you my dear Eb But I spoke too soft F for you to hear me say
Pre Refrain 2: GmFEbFGmFEbF "I wish that I could stay"
(Repeat refrain and Chorus)
Post Chorus 2: GmFEb Cause this is our time to shine GmFEb Cause this is our time to shine
Interlude: Gm--Eb-G#-Bb-Cm x2
Bridge: Gm And though it’s our last night EbG# Let’s make it a lifetime BbCmGm before the sun comes up again I know this is goodbye EbG# I promise I won’t cry BbCm if you promise you won’t forget Gm And though it’s our last night Eb Let’s make it a lifetime BbCmGm before the sun comes up again I know this is goodbye Eb I promise I won’t cry BbCm if you promise you won’t forget