Cm Ab Bb
Look, I know I ain't been myself lately
Eb Ab
I've been feelin' like someone else lately
It's prolly this empty Colt 45 that's numbing the pain inside
Cause truthfully I ain't felt lately
Cm Ab
I'm still a sinner, I'm losing myself, I need a sign
Eb
I needed space, I needed love, I needed time
Ab
And I never understood how you could treat me so heartless
Until I realized that you just needed mine
Ab
That's what I mean by "loving you never helps"
Eb
Cause I just can't decide between loving you or myself
Ab
I just pushed away cause I drew a line and you crossed it
Crossing out my exes and ex-ing out all of my loses, I know
Ab
What is like to lose somebody you love
Bb Eb
And I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs
Ab
And I know what is like to have to let go of someone
Cause they hurt you so bad that you're not the person you was
Ab
They will never feel what I feel
Bb
In a world so fake I just need someone that's real
Ab
I've been dying to live, the devil shooting to kill
Ab
I just can't help but wonder if you think of me still
Cm Ab
See, I've been losing my mind
Bb
I've been losing everybody I believed in
Eb
Anxiety is suffocating me, I'm barely breathing
Eb
I'm coping with the pain
Ab
Hoping that the rain just stops cause it reminds me of the day you said you leaving
Ab
We always seem to run from those who love us the most
Eb
And we never open up because we scared to get close
Ab
We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping it'd last
Cause you left me when I needed you most
Ab
I said we always seem to run from those who love us the most
Eb
And never open up because we scared to get close
Ab
We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping it'd last, we just hoping it'd last
[Outro]
Ab Bb Eb Ab
Cause I know what is like to lose a person you love in
Ab Bb Eb Ab
I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know
Ab Bb Eb Ab
Yeah, I know what is like to lose a person you love in
Ab Bb Eb Ab
I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know
Ab Bb Eb Ab
Yeah, I know what is like to lose a person you love in