Intro:
Em - C - Em - C
Em C
Vanish in the world around me, leaving ash and bone
Em C
My crown of thorns that shows no mercy, but it's my own
D Em C D C
I grace these walls with all my failures, what have I become?
Em C
I think it's time for my forgiveness, lick these wounds to heal
Em C
I'm losing faith, the silent poison, pain I'd like to feel
D Em C D C
I know it's time, lay down, surrender, someone take control
Em
Cause I'm afraid to love
C
Cause I'm afraid I'll leave
G
I'm living with these lies
B
That only I believe
Em
And I don't want to walk
C
But I don't want to run
G
Cause I'm afraid of failing
B
In front of everyone
Em C
Hold me down and hurt my feelings, I won't do the same
Em C
I'll cry in silent disappointed, taking all the blame
D Em C D C
But darkest hour always finds me, pulling far away
Em
Cause I'm afraid to win
C
Cause I don't wanna lose
G
And I'm afraid of falling
B
Under harsh review
Em
And I'm afraid to live
C
And I'm too tired to try
G
I hide behind these shadows
B
Turn off all the lights
C Em Am C Em
This never ending longing feeling, waiting to be loved
C Em Am D
I still believe in “in forever”, but it never comes
Am - Em - Am - C
Em
I'm afraid to love
C
Cause I'm afraid I'll leave
G
I'm living with these lies
B
That only I believe
Em
And I'm afraid to walk
C
But I don't wanna run
G
And I'm afraid of hurting
B
Myself and everyone
Em