[Verse]
C#
I've been feeling suicidal and if I need remind you
F#
It's not becoming of my heart and my brain
G#
I was thinking about how great it would be
F#
If I could make the tightness in my chest go away
[Verse]
C# G# F#
It's been a while since I've seen God and I'm not trying to lead him on
G# F#
But he's always trying to fuck me to the tune of my favorite song
[Chorus]
F# G#
And they're playing the 9th sound in heaven
F#
While the angels were drinking up whiskey and cokes
G#
It's hard to freeze your anxieties
F# C#
When your best friends torching your coat your coat
[Instrumental]
C# G# F# C# F# G# F# A#m x2
[Verse]
C#
Drop that phone drink a glass of water
C#
And call me when you get in your bed
G#
I've seen inside your head and I'm doing
C#
The surgery on the parts that still wish you were dead
[Bridge 1]
C# A#m G#
Cause I've lost too many friends so I'll say it again
C#
And again and again and again and again and again and again and again
[Bridge 2]
G# F#
I'm not trying to say it's easy but I'm trying to say it's fine
G# C# F#
I've still got your demons and they're not gonna be leaving any time
F# C#
Any time soon
F# C#
Any time soon
F# C#
Any time soon
F# C# A A#m G#
Any time soon
G# D# F# C# A
I'm not trying to say it's easy but I'm trying to say it's fine
[Outro]
Fm
Since I was thirteen I had depression and I had a difficult time
Fm D#
comprehending the things that I wanted to be and I lived
D#
a very happy life and I was turning eighteen and I was doing
D# Fm
everything I could to try to make myself feel better but I felt an absence
Fm F#
I felt like I needed to die I felt like nothing existed and I felt that I wasn't
F#
worthwhile breathing the same air as the ones I loved and my family and then it
F# Bbm
came to the point where I started losing friends who had the same fucking ideas as
Bbm A
myself but I have to be strong and I have to live my life as a continuation of theirs
A D#
lost and I have to do everything in my fucking power to be the person that I can be
D#
and live my life the best way I fucking can and some days it's
F# C# G#
so hard to fucking stand and fucking stand and fucking stand and fucking stand