Am
Fmaj7 Am
My legs are too thick and then they're too small
Fmaj7 C
I'??m everything I hate and then I'm nothing at all
Fmaj7 Am
I want him to see me, I want him to stay
Fmaj7 C
But if he says he wants me I will push him away
Fmaj7 Am
I skip my dinner, I paint my face
C G
He picks me up, we stay up late
Fmaj7 Am
I close the door, I've lost my way
C G
So I drown myself in pain
Fmaj7
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
Am G
I push it down, I lock it up
Fmaj7
So many ways to waste my time
C G Fmaj7 Am
I use it all to dry up the flood
C G Fmaj7 Am
It's only 'cos I wanna feel loved
C G Fmaj7
I feel so unloved
C G
Fmaj7 Am
I search for a high, a way to get by
Fmaj7 C
They'll judge no matter what so I don't really mind
Fmaj7 Am
I'm never enough so I act like I'm tough
Fmaj7 C
But on the inside, I just wanna cry
Fmaj7 Am
I weigh myself, I stuff my face
C G
I'm half alive, I'm so ashamed
Fmaj7 Am
I kiss him once, I feel nothing
C G
So I do it all again
Fmaj7
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
Am G
I push it down, I lock it up
Fmaj7
So many ways to waste my time
C G Fmaj7 Am
I use it all to dry up the flood
C G Fmaj7 Am
It's only 'cos I wanna feel loved
C G Fmaj7
I feel so unloved
Fmaj7
They judge me like we're not the same
Am G
At least I know, I'??m in this game
Fmaj7
We run, we hide, we feel, we cry
C G Fmaj7 Am
You can't deny, you feel the pain
C G Fmaj7 Am
Distractions won't take it away
C G
Fmaj7*
The food, the clothes, the boys, my drugs
Am* G*
I push it down, I lock it up
Fmaj7
So many ways to waste my time
C Em Fmaj7 Am
I use it all to dry up the flood
C G Fmaj7 Am
It's only 'cos I wanna feel loved
C G Fmaj7
I feel so unloved
Am G F F x2