Capo 5
G
G
it’s my swim upstream dream
to breath deep and feel reality
Em
you wash over me like
i’m filled with amphetamines
G
oh my god is this it
you never think you’re gonna go like this
Em
death from lip bites and fits
C*(once)
swallowing your tongue until you call it quits
G
but i don’t mind
it grows warm in a way
Em
like a cool pool of water
on an ever cooler day
C
and it’s nice
D
to sit and think in
G
no i don’t mind
i don’t want to fuss
Em
please don’t move the moon for me
i don’t mean that much
C D*
i’m not even much fun at parties
G
G
dont like when you look at me that way
i'm never sure what to say
Em
my feet won’t let me run away
i know i’m just a boring cliche
G
i’m not sure how it’s done
repeating words in my head like i’m reloading a gun
Em
can’t think which step comes after one
C*
stuck at the start disguise undone
G
but i don’t mind
i just might stay at home
Em
it’s quiet there
i think i’m better off alone
C
because i can
D
go to sleep when i want to
G
no i don’t mind
can’t apologize again
Em
i’m neck deep in my mistakes
so i’ll just drop by when
C
i’m ready
D*
but i’m never ready
D
C
i want to keep up but your strides
D
are too fast and far and strong
C
lately i’ve been struggling to feel
D*
like i really belong
G
but i don’t mind
it grows warm in a way
Em
like a cool pool of water
on an ever cooler day
C
and it’s nice
D
to sit and think in
G
no i don’t mind
i don’t want to fuss
Em
please don’t move the moon for me
i don’t mean that much
C D
i’m not even that much fun
G
oh no it’s fine
i’m just going insane
Em
i’ve got a black hole for a heart
and bullet for a brain
C
how did i
D
end up here
G
see it’s okay
because in the end
Em
the ground will swallow us anyway
with all of our friends
C
and i won’t feel
D*
so different anymore
C*
not so different anymore