[Intro]
Am F
It doesn't feel right with you gone
Am F
It hurts too much to be left alone
G Am F
I know I was never in your plans
Am G
But it doesn't feel right in her bed
It hurts to know
[Verse 1]
Am
Yeah, if only I knew to love you, I would lose me
Or wake up just to go back asleep
F
I hope you and him live happily
But the memories, girl, you gon' have to keep
Am
All the lies that you told me are on repeat
I don't know what's real, you lied through your teeth
F
If I could take the feelings that I have for you
G
Just like our pics, I'd press delete
Am
I've been contemplatin' a hundred times
About a hundred facts I found out were lies
F
I know you used me just to pass the time
But you could never say I didn't fucking try
Am
What you meant to me is what I mean to art
It was real with you from the fuckin' start
G
You played games with my fuckin' heart
And after you, I fell a-fuckin'-part, damn
Am
I know we weren't perfect, I guess I thought we were worth it
F
I guess your love was uncertain, you're busy at the club flirtin'
Friends just keep feedin' you bourbon
Am
Car smellin' like his cologne and your weed
For months I would think, "Is he better than me?"
F
I know that he can't love you better than me
I wonder, was it your intention to cheat?
Am
Can't believe I believed you
Keep telling myself I don't need you
F
When talking to her, I just see you
Alone, but surrounded by people
Am
Maybe one day you'll change and he'll reap the benefits
'Cause all you left me were questions and pain
G
Don't know why I care if you're feelin' the same
I need to just get you up out of my brain (It hurts to know)
[Pre-Chorus]
Am
I know I was never the plan
You're not the you you would claim
F
You're not the person I met
Don't know the you you became
Am
Was addicted though to the pain
And the constant games that you play
G
Just being real when I say that still (It hurts to know)
Am
And I tried to give you a chance
But things were never the same
F
I ended up all alone
You ended up with a lame
Am
Was addicted though to the pain
And the constant games that you play
G
Just being real when I say that still (It hurts to know)
[Chorus]
Am F
It doesn't feel right with you gone
Am F
It hurts too much to be left alone
G Am F
I know I was never in your plans
Am G
But it doesn't feel right in her bed
It hurts to know
[Verse 2]
F
Still, you're who my family adores
G
Maybe that's why it's hard to ignore you
Am
After all of the time that we spent
Sad to think that I still didn't know you
F C
Woke up in a city that we've never been to
I wish I could show you
G
Even my music, I put it below you
Just know I woulda done anything for you (It hurts to know)
F
Remember I told you I felt inadequate
Because you came from a family with money
G Am
And me, I have nothing, I work as a waiter
With visions of turning myself into something
F
The music was buzzing, but I couldn't pay for a bill
C
Off of people just saying they love it
G
Had class in the morning, had work in the evening
Then write through the night with no food in my stomach (It hurts to know)
F
Just know that it's hard
Damn, girl, it's so fucking hard
G Am
I keep tellin' myself that I need to move on
But it's hard to get close when you have up a guard
F
I know everything changed, the old me would prolly feel shame
C
For the bottles I've bought on my card
G
You would go to the bar while I was stuck working the double
To pay for the tank in my car (It hurts to know)
F
And I guess that it's best I pretend like I don't give a fuck
Even though, to be real, I'm a mess
G Am
I've been trying to find anything I can find
Just to fill in the hole in my chest
F
And it's sad to believe that a picture with me
C
Is a picture of you and an ex
G
You should know that it takes everything within me
To delete when I'm sending a text, like
[Chorus]
Am F
It doesn't feel right with you gone
Am F
It hurts too much to be left alone (It hurts to know)
G Am F
I know I was never in your plans (It hurts to know)
Am G
And I ain't just can't get you out my head
F
It hurts to know