[Verse 1]
F
I drink my coffee in the morning
C
I brush my teeth before bed
Dm
I fake a smile to keep the sad thoughts
Bb
Out of my head
F
I sit outside and watch the world spin
C
I bet you probably moved on
Dm
But I still can't seem to sing mmm
Bb
Anything but this song
[Pre-Chorus]
F
I've asked my therapist my mom and dad the same
C
I've asked my friends and fam they all say I'm to blame
Dm
I've spent all this time pretending I'm okay
Bb
Well I'm not okay
[Chorus]
F
Today might be the day I go insane
C
The day I go insane
Dm
The day I go insane
Bb
That'll be the day today might be the day
The day I go insane
[Verse 2]
F
Will probably be the best day of my life
I'll be rid of all my problems I'll be rid of my strife
C
And I can even fix an issue by just sayin' good night
And I don't even got to worry if I'm wrong or I'm right
Dm
And when I argue with my darkest side it's comin' to light
Bb
I'd rather have 'em call me crazy than have another fight with you
This mind of mine is mine to lose it's true
[Pre-Chorus]
F
I've asked my therapist my mom and dad the same
C
I've asked my friends and fam they all say I'm to blame
Dm
I've been spending all this time pretending I'm okay
Bb
Well I'm not okay
[Chorus]
F
Today might be the day I go insane
C
The day I go insane
Dm
The day I go insane
Bb
That'll be the day today might be the day
[Verse 3]
F
If today's the day I go insane
C
Please tell my mom and dad I'm not in pain
Dm
And tell my sister not to do the same
Bb
It's just these lonely days get lonelier with rain
F
And then the feelings come and go and pass in waves Pass in waves
C
And I can feel myself start to get swept away Swept away
Dm
I guess if your heart can break then your head can do the same Do the same
Bb
It's hard to explain
[Chorus]
F
Today might be the day I go insane
C
The day I go insane
Dm
The day I go insane
Bb
That'll be the day today might be the day
F
The day I go insane Hey I'm not okay
C
The day I go insane Today I'll go insane
Dm
The day I go insane Hey I'm not okay
Bb
That'll be the day today might be the day Today I'll go insane
F
The day I go insane
[Outro]
N.C.
Yeah it hurts but it's true I shouldn't care but I do
I hide who I'm inside like I've got something to prove
But what I've learned is that pretending ends up bad for my health
What's the point of being if I'm not being myself