[Verse 1]
A Em D
I have to leave you behind
A Em
I know that sounds harsh
D C
But that's the reality
A Em D
I wish we had our old life
A Em
But that shit's impossible
D C
That's just reality
F G A C#dim/G
I should have told you the minute you came
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But you sounded distraught standing out in the rain
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And I wanted to let you in, swallow your pain
F E
Because that's what I always do
[Verse 2]
A Em D
But I made a pact with my moms
A Em
Under no circumstance
D C
Should I hear out Natalie
A Em D
Unlike you I keep my word
A Em D C
And promises I make become my reality
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You like to live your life blurring the lines
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Bending the rules to make yourself look better
F G A C#dim/G
But all that I wanted was something concrete
F E
And to know for a fact you are real
[Chorus]
A E
What I know is
D
I still love you
Dm
That's my reality
A
You know
E D Dm
I'd give anything to wake up with you next to me
A E D
You and I spent two years of our lives lost in your lies
Dm
Far from reality
A E D
And it felt like a dream
Dm
'Cause it was
[Instrumental]
A Em D
[Verse 3]
A Em D
Why do I always give in?
A Em
That is on me to change
D C
That's my reality
A Em D
I can't do this to myself again
A Em D C
I deserve someone who accepts reality
F G A C#dim/G
I can't imagine rebuilding my life with you
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Constantly on the edge of what I know is true
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And you would string me along like you always do
F E
Knowing I will never let go