[Verse 1]
F#
What does it mean to be happy?
C#
And am I getting better?
D#m A#7
I used to make excuses for myself but it's not the weather
F# C#
I've tried to rid myself of my anxious tendencies
D#m A#7
But I have to accept my head for what it is to me
F#
I'm not super human
C#
Well I'm barely alive
D#m A#7
But I would kill to leave my house and not be afraid of the outside
F#
So I started thinking
C#
It'd be so nice
D#m
To not have trouble sleeping
A#7
I haven't slept in nights
[Chorus]
G#m F#
So I called to apologize
G#m
For every night
F#
I told you I didn't want to live my life
G#m F#
But I hung up
G#m
Before you picked up
F#
Cause I changed my mind
[Verse 2]
F#
I know more about plants
C#
Than I know about myself
D#m A#7
And if giving up doesn't make you stronger then why the hell am I still here?
F#
Call me depressed
C#
And tell me to get over it
D#m
It's not in my head
A#7
And it's in my blood
[Chorus]
G#m F#
So I called to apologize
G#m
For every night
F#
I told you I didn't want to live my life
G#m F#
But I hung up
G#m
Before you could pick up
F#
Cause I changed my mind
F# C#
And I've gotten better at getting better
D#m
And I've gotten better at getting better
A#7
At being me
F# C#
I've gotten better at getting better
D#m A#7
And I've gotten better at being me [x2]
F#
At being me