[Verse 1]
F
When I think of all the friends I've had
F Gm F
You're the one that sticks in my head
F
But you weren't good
F
Yeah you were bad
F Gm F
And I'm just trying not to get sad
[Chorus]
F Gm
And holidays are coming
Am Bb
Yes chestnuts, they are roasting
C Dm
And fires that are burning
Em F
And the hearts that are yearning
F Am
And this year's been a rough one
Gm Dm
Must admit it's been a tough one
Gm Dm
So now I've kept it together
Gm F
I'm at the end of my tether
F C
Ooooooooooooh
[Verse 2]
F
And I don't know how
F
But I must stay strong
F
I'll believe in this
F Gm F7
I don't have to belong to anyone
Gm Bb Ab
To anyone
[Bridge]
N.C.
I want happiness
N.C.
There is snow, mistletoe
N.C.
Candlelights, silent nights
N.C.
Sleigh bells and spells
N.C.
Nutmeg
N.C.
Stocking at the end of my bed
N.C.
Santa, won't you bring me happiness?
[Verse 3]
F
So I'm still lost
F
And not quite found
F
Am I doomed for a life
F Gm F
Dominated by doubt?
F
I'm trying to find
F
The good in this
F
So I'm writing a word
F Gm F
I'm grateful for this
[Chorus]
F Gm
And holidays, they are coming
Am Bb
Yes chestnuts, they are roasting
C Dm
And fires that are burning
Em F
And the hearts that are yearning
F Am
And this year's been a rough one
Gm Dm
Must admit, it's been a tough one
Gm Dm
Somehow I've kept it together
Gm F
But I'm at the end of my tether
F
Ooooooooooooooh
[Verse 4]
Eb
Have I lost?
Bb
Now I'm done
Ab Bb
I was once what has passed
Eb Bb
I'd had changed what I'd feel
Ab Bb
Searching for what was real
Eb Bb
And it's hard on my own
Ab Bb
But I know I have grown
Eb Bb
It's a lesson in one's head
Ab Eb
Having faith in one's soul